I feel a dizziness in my stomach… ay ay ay… When shame overtakes me and I would like to disappear… ay ay ay… Currently in residence at the Arsenic in preparation of her first solo piece, which will be presented in March at the Antic Teatre in Barcelona, Olga Onrubia imagines an awkward manual of survival strategies, absurdly conjuring her fear of letting go on stage. She humorously unpicks the mechanisms that have until now prevented her from carrying out a performance of which she is the sole instigator.